Hi, again everyone. I hope you’re waking up with your favorite brew or going to sleep with ya prayer on the wing and a double blessing too.
Okay, yes, I’m a little wonky. The meds all kicked in as well as a great cup of coffee.
However, after you read this, you’ll forgive me if it doesn’t remain so glittery!
Anyhow, I’m here, wrapped up in my blanket listening to what sounds like another lovely day waking. My plan for today, was to get outside. I don’t feel 100 percent steady in the orientation situation so, we’ll see.
This is all my fault. So, there’s nothing to do but take it.
In the meantime, I’ve been reading up on this Anesthesia thing and it’s no damned wonder I’m having issue.
First, what General Anesthesia Does during and after surgery.
*RED FLAGS*
The fact that aftereffects can range from low level to long periods of cognitive issues especially in those who already have them is huge.
I have fibromyalgia.
The two main symptoms I have from this chronic disorder are short term memory/brain-fog, to include short term memory loss and pain. The pain receptors of someone who has Fibromyalgia are already FU. They’re already offline.
Now, here comes an invader which totally knocks what little system they’ve created through hard work on my part to deal with things and BOOM! Just like that there goes the ball game.
If I’d realized these things I could’ve been more prepared to deal with them. Furthermore, something needs done about the health system. Someone with these issues going along with being totally blind and living alone should not_ have been sent home the same day.
I went home with severe nausea and vomiting and those people wrote no prescriptions. Then, their phone system was FU, and I did not get meds on board until nearly 3 PM on Friday. Over 24 hours since the procedure.
With all this combined with the trauma to my body, it’s no damned wonder I’m such a train wreck.
I’ve been pushing a train that’s stalled on the tracks and I gotta slow the hell down.
I’m sitting here listening to the geese with tears rolling down my face. I feel sad and disconnected and at this moment the blanket seems the right place to be.
This too shall pass, but the realization of exactly where I am at this moment is hard to take. So, I’ll sit with it a while and try again later.
Take care everyone.
May HARMONY FIND US ALL!
BLESSID MAY WE BE!
Patty L. Fletcher – Author and Content Promoter.
About Patty L. Fletcher
Updated November 2024
Patty L. Fletcher is a woman of passion and exploration.
She studies the art of manifestation and is a seeker of knowledge and the wisdom to know what to do with it when it’s learned.
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If you have made mistakes, even serious mistakes, you may have a fresh start from any moment you choose, for this thing we call ‘failure’ is not the falling down, but the staying down.
Mary Pickford