Irrevocably Changed

By: Patty L. Fletcher (Lady Laya MoonWalker)

September 26, 2020

Moon Phase Waxing Gibbous

Upon waking, I ask, is it really Saturn’s Day Again?

It seems only a moment ago I wrote of my Special Friend. Things we shared. Things I’d planned for the day, having no idea what was ahead.

Now, here I am a week later, and my Campbell, my son, is dead.

My entire world has irrevocably changed. No way to recover it. No system restore. No magik words to bring back what is lost. Gone forever more.

I sit, the morning all around. My senses taking it all in. Music flowing, crisp fall air drifting, Birdsong, life’s sounds.

All this happens yet there’s vast emptiness. A hole in the fabric of my existence for which there is no patch.

No thread and needle no matter how skilled the seamstress cannot repair.

The last two days a blur. Passing in a whirlwind of laughter, tears, feelings and fears.

Emotions run high. Emotions run deep, and still I’ve no adequate words with which to speak.

No adjective which will suffice. No word with which to describe.

Gone, Loss, pain, sadness, misery, Passed Away aren’t quite right. They’re simply not vivid enough to give voice to that which burns within me, white hot and bright.

Still I carry on. Going through the motions. For to do anything else would disrespect my son. My Campbell. My Bubba. My Joy. My Life.

I know you’re free. Free from the pain and misery which was stilling your happiness. Your joy.

Step lively! Roll! Romp! Sneeze, shake, Stomp and run free!

One day together again we will be!

May Harmony find You! And Blessid may You Be.

Magickal Calendar

GrannyMoon Says Today Is: Saturn’s Day

When:
Saturday, 26 September 2020

Description:
GrannyMoon Says Today Is: Saturn’s Day
Day of Seatere, Seater, and Saturn and of Loki, the Norse god of tricks and
revelry. Saturday is ruled by Saturn, whose Magickal influences are:
longevity, endings, and homes. Saturday comes under the influence of Saturn.
Saturn’s influence directs our attention toward routine chores, customs, and
conventional traditions. Saturday is a good day for furthering our ambitions
through perseverance, patience, responsible action, and a sense of purpose.
Saturday – Wear turquoise, labradorite, or diamond. Use amethyst.
Saturday is a good day of the week to perform spells and rituals involving
spirit communication, meditation, psychic self-defense, binding, and
locating lost things or missing persons.
Today’s Goddesses: Ops, Rhea, Tellus Mater, Gaia, Eartha, Ge, Tonantzin,
Asherah, Anath, The Shekinah, The Matronit, Mary, Gula, Herodias, Oddudua,
Demeter
Today’s Magickal Influences: Duties, Responsibilities, Finding Families,
Works Of Magic, Buildings, Meditation, Life, Doctrines
Today’s Energies: Female – Rules obstacles, overcoming blockages – Use for
magick involving overcoming limitations, the elderly, endings, deaths, blocks, constrictions, and those restricting you.
Incense: Pepperwort, Assodilious, Black Poppy Seeds, Henbane, Lodestone, Myrrh
Perfumes: Hyacinth, Pansy
Color of The Day: Black
Colors for Tomorrow: Orange, Gold and Yellow
Lucky Sign: Saturday Is The Lucky Day For Capricorn And Aquarius
Candle: Black

To learn of the Magickal Calendar, GrannyMoon and her endeavors visit: http://www.goddessschool.com

To learn of how Campbell Seeing Eye Dog Retrieved My Life and more visit: https://www.amazon.com/Patty-L.-Fletcher/e/B00Q9I7RWG

To pay tribute to Campbell Lee Fletcher make a donation in his name at: http://www.SeeingEye.org