Enough already! Universe

Enough already! Universe

Not sure whats going on with blue. He got up and threw up this morning. Then he seemed OK. Now hes very quiet. Clingy. And just wanting to be with me. I took him outside to our favorite spot where he could watch the geese and the ducks. And he laid down beside my chair and meatloaf up. Put his paws underneath him, and just laid there. He looked unhappy and uncomfortable, so I brought him back inside. Now hes in his crate. In the middle of the day. That is not something blue does. I had him to the veterinarian a few weeks ago. He got a clean bill of health. His weight was perfect. I spoke with them on Friday. His blood work was awesome. Lab work all of it came back great. Didnt see a thing wrong. They had given me a probiotic to give him every day on his food. Because we suspected that he was having some acid reflex. I have been doing that. And for a while, it appeared to be working in in fact when I spoke with them on Friday, I asked them to mail me some more. But something is going on with this dog. And I dont know what it is. He does not have access to anything he should not eat. And things are not thrown out here at all. It is not done. So I am just not sure what is happening. Please hold a good thought. I was in a call, and he started acting like he was going to get sick again, so I left that to tend to him. Very concerned. Im going to boil rice for his evening feeding. Hope everybody is doing well. Talk later. PS, dear mother, father God. I have had enough of all the strife, negativity, anger, upset, problems in my life, sick dogs, snags with insurance, and mobility. Please release me. Whatever I did wrong I am sorry. But I have cried for nearly 24 hours straight off and on, and I cannot take anymore. The stress is just too much. To all of you that Ive reached out to lately with my thoughts, ideas, etc. Sorry if I offended you, stepped on your toes, pissed you off, whatever. Hard to know, cause I dont get a whole lot of feedback. But you know what, I am me, I am who I am, and I love all yall very much. But for the next few days, Im gonna be real selfish. Im gonna take care of me and blue. I am not responsible for anybody elses actions or reactions but my own. And so, I say this prayer as well. I place all who are struggling with these current times in the hand of the creator. I lift you up in the pure of white light and positivity. I send my love my caring and my deepest affections. And I pray that you will reach out to your higher power and request a release. Because this current situation is hideous. And we feel that way, really should be banding together. We should not lower ourselves to the current regime level. But for now, none of that really matters to me. As much as I am upset by it all. Because I am brokenhearted. I just cant take any more. So I am taking a break. I will see you all. For those of you who care to you know how to reach me. My contact information is in my profile. @highlight PS this was originally posted on Facebook. Id love to have you visit that post if you care and you agree with me and lend your support, we must all stand together or we will be defeated.

4 Comments

  1. Oh, no, Patty, I’m sending good thoughts your way and hope Blue feels better and everything else gets resolved soon. Please keep us posted.

  2. I’m so sorry to hear about Blue, Patty. I will keep both of you in my prayers for healing and release from turmoil.

  3. Tasha Halpert Reply
    March 23, 2025

    Sending prayers and love.

  4. Hello, Abbie, Carla, and Tasha, and everyone else.
    Today, Blue seems more himself and I’m off to a visually impaired support group this morning.
    It’s the first physical group I’ve joined other than the book club at the library since COVID. Well, I suppose you could say my pottery was a group event but not like this.
    Anyhow, thanks everyone for your support.
    It is much appreciated.

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